Sunday, January 30, 2005
Wow

Yay for val.


Retreating back to her old blogdrive status.



Nothing eventful ever happens to me here. Well, events happen..just like never asteroids or aliens.

Nothing Exciting.


Read my old entries..They're pretty damn sad/funny/embarassingly stupid.


Val


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Angel - Sarah McLachlan

spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

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Sunday, May 16, 2004
Clovis West Concert


The Cw concert was great. I had fun and i aw some really fun people I havent seen in awhile...the only bad part was i wore a shirt that was kinda umm SKANKY....*gasp* i was exposed!


hahah well anyways...check out the full story on my xanga...


-Val-

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Saturday, May 15, 2004
XAnga...



CHECK OUT MY XANGA...its on my profile on aim...well yea but i'm still keeping my blog so EVERYBODY can comment. Cuz I love you all!















w0w....that didint sound like me at all but i'm bein strange this weekend. Boys can really fuck you up. ya know?



kati is really frickn scarin the shit outta me just cuz shes strange.that was very random.

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Thursday, May 13, 2004
LASts...


Last Car Ride: Ummm...the store to get hair dye for katis hair...
Last Kiss: Tony
Last Library Book Checked Out: umm...We have a library???
Last Book Read: ANimal tracks of the Northern forests with nessa
Last Beverage Drank: water
Last Food Consumed: BEN N JERRYS
Last Phone Call: Katis cell...??
Last TV Show Watched: Angel
Last Time Showered: last night
Last Shoes Worn:flip flops
Last CD Played: Trapt or DAshboard...cant remember
Last Thing Written: Nessas phone # on a mirror in lipstick
Last Word Spoken: um
Last Slept: In band.
Last IM: Tony and um Nessa...
Last Weird Encounter: I am a weird encounter...
Last Time Wanting To Die: today at lunch
Last Time Hugged: ...a long time ago....like 7 hours
Last Chair Sat In: My chair at my desk that always folds up on me
Last Lipstick Used:TO WRITE ON ZE MIRROR KA DURR
Last Time Dancing: In my rrom to nonsense in my head
Last Movie You Bought: CHeaper by the Dozen and BASEBALL movies for father
Last Song That Was Stuck In Your Head: ROSES by outkast...o0o o0o o0o
Last Song You Downloaded: dont remember 
Last Song You Heard:THERE GOES JOHN JACOB JINGLE HYMER SMITH NA NA NA NA NA NA NA
Last Thing You Wore: are you implying i'm not wearing clothes?   
Last Place You Went: outside on my lawn with Tony
Last Person You Were Thinking Of: Nessa & Chris
Last Person You Went To Eat Out With: My mum
Last Person Who Made You Smile: Tony
Last Person Who Made You Laugh: nessa
Last Person You Talked To In Person: Tony
Last Person Who Said They Love You: nessa
Last Person You Fought With: Tony

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Tuesday, May 11, 2004
CHris

















CHris...



























BLah...

Posted at 07:53 pm by tRix_r_4_kIdz
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WHen am I NOT confused?




SO, once again I am confused....which is nothing new to anybody.



I am "going out" with Tony but it so doesnt feel like it. I mean I walked by him at lunch today and he saw me but i kept on walking. Then when I turned around him and all  his friends were staring at me, I felt guilty for something and I am. I feel like i'm not good enough to be with him. I am curazy.
OH MY BRENDAN..
Theres so much I could say right here but I cant so I think i'll do a private post later...




THE BEST AWAY MESSAGE:
Auto response from mRhotdogboy: I have a baby seat on my bicycle... I don't have a baby or give rides to any, I just like stopping at red lights, turning around and yelling, "OH MY GOD!"



















THerapy WAs VEry THerapudic...








-VAl

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Tuesday, April 20, 2004
I'm broken...


Emotions gone haywire..

Shaghoian was a great loss to us all and when the shock of all this finally goes away the tears will fall more steady then ever.

Apart from that, school has been awful.

My emotions are scattered everywhere as my heart is torn to pieces by events that i would most certainly not talk about to you even if i did want to...confusion is all i can say.


I want to jsut cry and cry...i've beencrying all night and i still cant find a good reason why, I need someone here to help me but i keep pushing everyone away. This wasnt a good day and wont be a good week.


I just want to let you all know i love and care for each of you in my own way but i just cant hsow it all the time.



goodbyes are never good



With all the love I can possibly possess,

Vålerie

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Saturday, April 10, 2004
BIRFDAYS


JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. <s>Takes time to recover when hurt.<s> <s>Brand conscious.<s> Executive. <s>Stubborn.<s>


1. Put your birth month in a comment.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the ones that you have the most in common with

 

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.


FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but those not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive.Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.


Posted at 07:57 pm by tRix_r_4_kIdz
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Boredness ness ness ness.....sigh good times keetlin

I hate fresno nothin good ever happens to me...well things happen that are good but nothin eventful like asteroids or aliens....

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Thursday, April 01, 2004
Secret Lover

umm no I DONT HAVE ONE.....shhhh



if i did i would tell you they suck! you cant do anythin at school with out someone seeing and like you cant touch them or anything but you really like them and they really like you but for a reason i cant say you cant be with them and it hurts more then if you didnt have a chance at all...HEY it makes sense to me....sigh....



I WANNA GO TO PROM....cuz i wanna wear a big beautiful dress...


I LOVE YOU


-Go0ber


"I'm here without you, but you're still on my lonely mind..."

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